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SaD iS a NeVeR

by ManuhIsMe

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1.
Beautiful 03:00
Shit I think you're beautiful, I can't stare in your eyes for a moment I'll blush, I think you're magical, Shit I think you're beautiful, You're beautiful, Got me falling in love right now, (right now) (yeah) I love the thrill, I just wanna hold you right now, (right now) (yeah) No fantasy, Baby can I put a ring on you, (on you) (yeah) My wifey ting, I just wanna steady maintain, (maintain) Baby, Let me love you till infinity, (infinity) Got me falling in love right now, (right now) (yeah) I love the thrill, I just wanna hold you right now, (right now) (yeah) No fantasy, Baby can I put a ring on you, (on you) (yeah) My wifey ting, I just wanna steady maintain, Baby, Let me love you till infinity, Shit I think you're beautiful, (I think you're beautiful) I can't stare in your eyes for a moment I'll blush, I think you're magical, (I think you're magical) Shit I think you're beautiful, You're beautiful, I think you're beautiful, (I think you're beautiful) I can't stare in your eyes for a moment I'll blush, I think you're magical, (Girl I think you're magical) Shit I think you're beautiful, You're beautiful, No place I'd rather be, With you I feel I'm home, For my eternity, I wanna feel your love, Baby if ain't your love, I'd rather be alone, With you I want it all, Yeah I want it all, Shit I think you're beautiful, I can't stare in your eyes for a moment I'll blush, I think you're magical, Shit I think you're beautiful, You're beautiful, Shit I think you're beautiful, (I think you're beautiful) I can't stare in your eyes for a moment I'll blush, I think you're magical, (I think you're magical) Shit I think you're beautiful, (beautiful) You're beautiful, (beautiful) I think you're beautiful, (I think you're beautiful) I can't stare in your eyes for a moment I'll blush, I think you're magical, (I think you're magical) Shit I think you're beautiful, ( I think you're beautiful) You're beautiful, (beautiful) I think you're beautiful, I think you're beautiful, You're beautiful, Beautiful, (yeah) I think you're beautiful, You're beautiful,
2.
What If 02:50
Intro; Na na na na na La la la la la Verse 1; Love's not something that I'm looking right now Aye , that I'm looking right now Money on my mind only thing right now Only thing right now It's not that I don't need love I'm looking for happiness in my way Love's not something that I'm looking right now Aye, that I'm looking right now Bridge; You not the reason that I don't wanna fall, (I don't wanna fall) I know you hurting when I don't pick your calls, (don't pick your calls) Fighting my demons I don't want you involved, (want you involved) Need to be toxic just to achieve my goals, (achieve my goals) Hook; What if told these are just things I fear What if I told you these are my excuses Would you believe me if I said I love you Would you believe that I fear to say it, (fear to say it) Verse 2; Love's not something that I'm looking right now, aye That's a lie right now You been on my mind and I'm smiling a lot, yeah Girl I'm smiling a lot Right now I'm in need of your love You feel me with happiness life's okay Your love's just something that I need right now, aye Yeah I need it right now Hook; What if told these are just things I fear What if I told you these are my excuses, (my excuses) Would you believe me if I said I love you Would you believe that I fear to say it, (fear to say it) Verse 3; You have the perfect flaws Don't even mind let me carry your cross You heal my heart my heart Baby swear that I'm whole You have the perfect flaws Don't even mind let me carry your cross You heal my heart my heart Baby swear that I'm whole Outro; Love's just something that I got right now Aye with you here right now Girl you got me warm feeling safe in your arms Aye Feeling safe in your arms Right now that I'm filled with love You give me peace and it's all that I want Your love's just something that I got right now Aye with you here right now End
3.
Angst 02:24
Intro; Na na na Na, na, nana, na Na,nana,na Nana Verse; I don't like my thoughts I hate that they cold I've been on them pills I think I'm already gone I hate going out It feels like I'm all alone Sometimes I can't sleep I'm afraid that I'll be gone I know that they thoughts in my head They eat me bad I've been fighting all these demons I think I'm losing myself I've been searching here for air I wanna breathe I don't wanna think about it I'm just hoping that I'll live Hook; Forgive me I ain't myself, (Forgive me I ain't myself) But I'm trying to, (I'm trying to) I hate that I'm like this, (I hate that I'm like this) It don't feel like me So won't you take my hand, (Won't you take my hand) Fly me somewhere safe, (Home) Someplace that is far from anxiety, (Someplace that is far) Verse 2; Washing my pain with tears I hate all this fears Just wanna chop an ear I don't even listen to my peers Everybody got opinions Gotta pick what you wanna hear I embraced my fears Hoping my mind would be clear But it wasn't clear All my thoughts are fiends It feel like I'm losing even if I'm on a win I don't wanna be here I just wanna be free I miss feeling like me Hook; Forgive me I ain't myself, (Forgive me I ain't myself) But I'm trying to, (I'm trying to) I hate that I'm like this, (I hate that I'm like this) It don't feel like me So won't you take my hand, (Won't you take my hand) Fly me somewhere safe, (Home) Someplace that is far from anxiety, (Someplace that is far) So won't you take my hand, (Won't you take my hand) Fly me somewhere safe, (Home) Someplace that is far from anxiety, (Someplace that is far) Outro; Forgive me I ain't myself I hate that I'm like this Fly me somewhere safe End
4.
Intro; Mmmh Mmmh Mmmh Mmmh Mmmh Da da da da Chorus; I've been getting high To calm my mind These drugs Help me to free up my mind So don't judge me Please don't judge me Don't judge me I don't judge me Verse 1; Tryna be less sad I overdose all night I don't think I wanna listen Voices in my mind They tell me to end me I don't need me near me The pain that's inside me I hope I can free me, yeah, yeah I wish you could be here To save me from this torment I just wanna be sane again I'm tired of being afraid Of what I'm going do to me This is my cry for help Chorus; I've been getting high To calm my mind These drugs Help me to free up my mind So don't judge me Please don't judge me Don't judge me I don't judge me Verse 2; This pain this pain this pain It's slowly eating me away I don't believe in stars But I know I'mma fucking star And I'm sorry if I sound too depressed Only reason is I'm tryna make it outta hell Uh uh uh uh My only reason is I'm tryna make it outta hell Chorus; I've been getting high To calm my mind These drugs Help me to free up my mind So don't judge me Please don't judge me Don't judge me I don't judge me I've been getting high To calm my mind These drugs Help me to free up my mind So don't judge me Please don't judge me Don't judge me I don't judge me Outro; So don't judge me Please don't judge me Don't judge me I don't judge me End
5.
Safe 03:55
Intro Hey!, Drugs baby Drugs Baby Verse 1 I ain't feeling safe, (safe, safe) When I'm on the pills, (pills) I'm sorry that I sing it everyday, (everyday) These lyrics help me get it off my chest, (off my chest) The feeling in my head daunting I'm sorry that I never tell it all baby, (baby) It ain't cause I don't trust you at all baby, (baby) Sorry that I'm scared to share it all baby, (baby) The feeling in my head daunting I'm sorry that I never tell it all baby, (baby) It ain't cause I don't trust you at all baby, (baby) Sorry that I'm scared to share it all baby, (baby) Bridge The pain it make me feel alive Anxiety a friend inside I feel it all I feel alive, (I feel it all I feel alive) The pain it make me feel alive Anxiety a friend inside I feel it all I feel alive, (I feel it all) Chorus I love it when you come around and make me feel safe hold me in your arms, ( hold me in your arms) Tell me I'll be fine, (I'll be fine) In your words I confide, (confide) I love it when you come around and make me feel safe hold me in your arms, ( hold me in your arms) Tell me I'll be fine, (I'll be fine) In your words I confide, (confide) I really hate it when I'm on the drugs baby, ( baby) You help me calm down when you call me daily, (daily) With you I feel safe and it feel crazy, (crazy) I don't want this feeling to fade away baby, (baby) I really hate it when I'm on the drugs baby, ( baby) You help me calm down when you call me daily, (daily) With you I feel safe and it feel crazy, (crazy) I don't want this feeling to fade away baby, (baby) Verse 2 This pain that's in my head I'm feeling like I'm gonna be dead, be dead I'm feeling like I'm gonna be dead, be dead Yeah This pain in my head It feels like I'm in hell I'm feeling like I'm gonna be dead, be dead I'm feeling like I'm gonna be dead, be dead Bridge I'm just hoping you can save me, (save me) I'm just hoping you can save me, (save me) I just wanna feel like I'm safe, (safe, safe) I just wanna feel like I'm safe, (safe, safe) I'm just hoping you can save me, (save me) I'm just hoping you can save me, (save me) I just wanna feel like I'm safe, (safe, safe) I just wanna feel like I'm safe, (safe, safe) Chorus I love it when you come around and make me feel safe hold me in your arms Tell me I'll be fine In your words I confide I love it when you come around and make me feel safe hold me in your arms Tell me I'll be fine In your words I confide I really hate it when I'm on the drugs baby You help me calm down when you call me daily With you I feel safe and it feel crazy I don't want this feeling to fade away baby I really hate it when I'm on the drugs baby You help me calm down when you call me daily With you I feel safe and it feel crazy I don't wanna feel Outro I don't wanna feel yeah I really hate it when yeah Drugs baby Drugs baby Tell me I'll be fine Hold me in your arms In your words I confide In your words I confide End
6.
Verse 1; Staring in the mirror for a minute I don't like what I see I just wanna be free yeah, with me, yeah I keep my phone on silent I don't wanna keep on lying I don't wanna go out today I just wanna be here alone With me, yeah I hope you will let me be Today I don't feel like me I just wanna be here with me I don't need no company Hope you understand me I don't feel like fighting Today it ain't worth it Shawty will you let me be I don't need no company Hook; It's a different day A different me A different day A different feel It's a different day A different me Will you see me the same It's a different day A different me A different day A different feel It's a different day A different me Will you love me the same Verse 2; It's just one of them days I'm not in my element I'm sorry but I wanna be alone here Same time I don't wanna be alone here I'm sorry that I'm not clear Bridge; Hope you understand me I don't feel like fighting Today it ain't worth it Shawty will you let me be I don't need no company Hook; It's a different day A different me A different day A different feel It's a different day A different me Will you see me the same It's a different day (different day) A different me, (A different me) A different day A different feel, (A different feel) Yeah, yeah, yeah It's a different day A different me Will you love me the same Outro; Yeah, yeah yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah Will you love me the same Every different day, yeah Yeah End
7.
Today 02:35
Verse; Things on my mind today They ain't bright today Fighting my thoughts today The demons will prolly be winning today Feel like I'm in a race But I ain't winning today I'm prolly in hell today I'm praying to God my soul to save Popping a codeine pill Feel like I'm drowning again I've been in plenty pain Sometimes I don't want breathe again The pain never ends So I pop again And I'm high again The cycle never ends Bridge; Uh, yeah I hate it here Sad melodies I hear And sad melodies I sing, I sing Uh, yeah I hate it here Sad melodies I hear And sad melodies I sing, I sing Hook; I find comfort in the dark and I hate it Dark thoughts in my mind and I hate it I don't wanna pop another pill cause I hate it But if I don't I won't be here So save me Save me From my thoughts Yeah Please save me Just save me From these dark thoughts Save me So save me From my thoughts Yeah Please save me Just save me From these dark..., Bridge; I find comfort in the dark and I hate it Dark thoughts in my mind and I hate it I don't wanna pop another pill cause I hate it But if I don't I won't be here, (I won't be here) Hook; So save me, (yeah) Save me, (yeah) From my thoughts Yeah Please save me, (save me) Save me, (save me) From these dark thoughts, (from my only thoughts) Save me Just save me From my thoughts yeah Please save me Save me Yeah From these dark thoughts Outro; Save me Just save me From my thoughts Please save me Save me From my dark thoughts End
8.
Chorus; I'm in a room full of people and I feel alone Drowning in angst I just hate feeling alone Should I pop a pill or should I go home I ain't antisocial I don't wanna be seen a bore, yeah I'm in a room full of people and I feel alone Verse; I've been in pain my earth feels like hell on the low I kill the pain with codeine I'm hooked on the low Should I overdose or should I not pop I'm just tired of the pain I don't wanna feel it more, yeah I've been in pain my earth feels like hell on the low I can't even lie that I hate it here I can hear the pills calling I don't wanna hear I'm tryna live to the fullest baby I'm fatigued So I drown in my pain taking all these pills Bridge; I'm not gonna lie This pain got me thinking that I'm gonna die These pills just help me buy me time Suicidal, same time I don't wanna die I'm not gonna lie This pain got me thinking that I'm gonna die I pop these pills just to buy me time Suicidal, same time I don't wanna die Chorus; I'm in a room full of people and I feel alone Drowning in angst I just hate feeling alone Should I pop a pill or should I go home I ain't antisocial I don't wanna be seen a bore, yeah I'm in a room full of people and I feel alone I'm in a room full of people and I feel alone Drowning in angst I just hate feeling alone Should I pop a pill or should I go home I ain't antisocial I don't wanna be seen a bore, yeah I'm in a room full of people and I feel alone End
9.
VERSE 1 I've been feeling kinda low Tryna figure things out on my own Afraid that I'm gonna let me go Hoping I can make it before I'm lost Hold my hand don't let me go Feel like I've been dying on the low I've been taking pills I over dose Hoping I can make it before I'm lost BRIDGE I've been feeling all alone Even with my friends I feel alone Is it worth living I don't know I feel like I'm dying and I know I've been feeling all alone Even with my friends I feel alone Is it worth living I don't know I feel like I'm dying and I know HOOK So when I'm gone, (when I'm gone) I don't ever want you feeling low, (feeling low) Promise you gone play me when I'm gone, (gone) I don't ever wanna see you alone I Promise you will never feel alone I don't ever want you feeling low, (feeling low) Promise you gone play me on the road, (on the road) I don't ever wanna see you alone I Promise you will never feel alone VERSE 2 Life's kinda crazy I've been feeling sad lately I've been stressing if I'll make it I don't know if I'm worthy I'm in need of your love, yeah I'm in need of your trust See I've been fighting all these demons on my own And I'm just hoping that I'll make it down this road So I take pills to take me to the moon I'm in heaven hope I'm gonna see you soon HOOK So when I'm gone, (when I'm gone) I don't ever want you feeling low, (feeling low) Promise you gone play me when I'm gone, (gone) I don't ever wanna see you alone I Promise you will never feel alone I don't ever want you feeling low, (feeling low) Promise you gone play me on the road, (on the road) I don't ever wanna see you alone I Promise you will never feel alone OUTRO I don't ever want you feeling low Promise you gone play me on the road I Promise you will never feel alone When I'm gone I Promise you will never feel alone When I'm gone Yeah

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SaD iS a NeVeR is an emotionally taxing project compared to the previous released by ManuhIsMe. Clouded by themes of Love, Anxiety, Suicidal thoughts and chronic pain, He plainly speaks on what he deals with day to day from a mental and emotional perspective. The lyrics to songs in this project feel like entering his raw state of mind and sharing his world with him.

More over his talents for introspective songwriting, growth as an artist and the ability to fully inhabit his style can be clearly seen. It is a strong showing, if not stronger, than any of the last projects released by ManuhIsMe.

The depictions of his pain and struggling with mental health are so clear and it is something most can relate to.

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released July 8, 2022

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ManuhIsMe Nairobi, Kenya

Known professionally as ManuhIsMe (pronounced as “Manu Is Me”) is an independent Kenyan singer, rapper, songwriter and record producer. His music is often comprised of “emo” and “rock” leaning, “genre-bending”, with music focusing on “every broken heart, every wounded feeling”. ... more

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